so that was it.
ill except the blame for whatever that i may have caused.
so fuck my life up, cause you dont really care.
you've said you've tried, i say you're empty.
did it really happen!? did it!? ever since mr usa came back, was my presence ever important anymore. did you really try sitting me down to talk abt my problems. so fuck that. half the fucking time you all were throwing insults at me. so fuck u all for calling me emo! just because i dont do anything to fight back at you all, doesnt mean shit?! fuck u all again! sit in my position for one moment and at least 'embrace' the times i have to go through. you think it's all that fun!? count me the times that anyone of u actually had a decent talk with me. ill clock it up to less than the 10 fingers on my hands. yeah so blame me for being childish, cause i dont open up. fuck u all again, you guys didnt give me the chance. just as i was at the peak of my life, it didnt seem that u guys really cared less, always into your own little worlds, enjoying your moment of merry. you know what, i dont blame you for all these shit. cause i put myself where i am today. but i dont see how i lost out anymore. to think of you guys as friends? really!? i examine this thought every single night. i always gave my and 110% when the chance arose. and the only time id bail, was when i had too much of my own joy. so yeah! blame me! i'm the disease! cause yeah, i wont disagree. and yeah, so it took another person to tell u how a feel, but to only leave me out for everything else. yeah great! really appreciate it, cause it made me a better fool that i was before! your actions were so great! but dont call a person to befriend, cause now i know what friends are for. no, really!
i wish you all the best, if it really mattered to you all most.
cause as much as u've given up on my immature soul, i hope you older people enjoy the life you have ahead. while i dwell into my own jail of thoughts. thanks for being there fools.
bitches and thieves
posted by jonathan @ 10:49 PM
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