i'm hungry. are you?

stay hungry stay foolish

i think i've experience a reasonable amount of depressing moments for an average 19 year old to feel. but today or least for the past 24 hours i think i've hit a record.

i've dwelled into a deep black hole whereby i dug up myself, and made sure it was 175 cm deep, such that there is still an extra few cms above my head. to be damn sure than my whole body sinks in.
i made it so deep such that no one around me is able to save me, only because i refuse to stick my hands above my torso such that i can be pulled out. ive made people sad, even the hippo. i'm sorry. and also the people near me such as leonidus, couldnt help me. i'm sorry.

nevertheless, i realize in the past 24 hours, i was so deep in treachary, that i seem to forget one of my many aims in life that i hold dear to me. one of which that kept me striving for me.

stay hungry. stay foolish.

i'm picking myself up. i'm gonna make them stronger. i know it may not work out right, and i may dig a hole deeper the next time round in november. but i rekon, it's a gamble worth placing my bets on.

i love you all. thanks.

posted by jonathan @ 11:21 PM