i'm hungry. are you?

kids

i lost sight of myself, and i've succumb to too many temptations. loosing direction isn't all my thing and i need to readjust my crosshair to the main directive.

i'm tired most of the time and i'm really looking forward to my 2 weeks leave to canada to spend time with my family.

sorry dearest, i've lost too much to you and for the amount of damage you've done, i think i should take a step back now. everyone knows and constantly reminds me that i deserve better, especially from you. so i'll be walking on my own way. not turning back. and i'll only make a faint turn of my head when you put your hand on my shoulder and jerk it, knowing that an effort had been made. and only when you put all your strength into turning my torso around will i then volunteer to face myself towards you. i won't hope for that to happen, because the street that you're on are filled with wonderful candyfloss and cupcakes on the side that you'd rather take in the bliss temporarily before going on to the next stop till you reach the emporium that you've always wanted.

i've always admired you. my love.

posted by jonathan @ 12:19 PM