so it has been really long since ive posted. but please, its not like i did not want to. it's because of blogspot being a pain in the ass and being so slow to load up that i gave up trying and proceeded to let the emotions to just drown me. hence, it has been a rather shitty month i might gather.
there was alot of things happening, and happened at the same time that it was almost so hard to sollow. and well, i dont find myself as happy as i was, maybe 3 months ago? it's so comical the way how sometimes life can turn around so little, but impact such a heavy blow to everything else in the future.
but i do thank God that ive got some really great people who do stand by me and keep me where i am. where i can just forget the horrid moments and look forward to the better.
training's 5 times a week now consisting of 3 in kallang. and on sat, me and a few of us seniors managed to clock 9 hrs at the rubbish filled, carcass multiplying and oil seeping rivers. in that span, we managed to run twice, row once, tan again, and do warm ups/downs 4 times. i ought to be dead. but it's amazing that the only thing that's hindering my welfare is just the common cold which i owe to my sinus problems which have haunted me and brother ever since we spent into this dying world.
other than that, ive been working alot too. almost everytime i can. and i realize i have 400-500 bucks of debts to pay off.... fuck
needles
posted by jonathan @ 1:15 AM
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