shattered galaxy
my pertetual string of misfortune in every walks of life has left me with depressing offerings that everyone is doing well and happy.i cant help the way i feel especially when nothing really goes my way and that there is always someone better than me or have to show it off to me just rub some salt into my wounds. it seems i'm not going to be happy go lucky that i normally should and i have a feeling it's going to damage some relationships out there. whatever it is, the future seems pretty bleek a few more years down the road and i wonder where all my friends have gone to.
what i do hope however is that a raging driver maybe outside holland v could run me over so that i could be in a coma for a week or 2 so that i do not have to worry about myself or other people. as selfish as it is - i wonder why i always make people around me happy, forfeting my own happiness that i've forgetten how to attain. this year so far has been completely shattered. and i often find myself alone crying.
posted by jonathan @ 2:27 PM
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