i'm hungry. are you?

oh, gonna tear it apart, go back to the start

if life was such a tease, id rather stop wrecking it up.
every little scent and time i hold dearly.
only to let the feeble emotions get to me.
if it really mattered, a massacre of euphoria would have been expected.
if it really mattered, the doors of heart would have been ledged,
not closed, but to the walls where it would swing towards, and stuck such that nothing is kept. so that a child could even passby and even enter through.
but as blissful and relaxing i want it to be,
fuck it all, cause i'm not myself anymore.
it isnt going to be worth it all.
goodbye to hope, kick expectations skyhigh.
i still do care.
but it's up to you to unledge, and let a world of uncertainity pass through.
you mattered most, if you want to know.
my old worn wooden door is unshackled, you are always welcomed.
love, jon

how sweet, life could be. time falls like snow

posted by jonathan @ 9:12 PM