it's over. i'm feeling as destructive as ever. i'm sad. and i did give all. it took a span of almost 4 hrs to have the facts sink into my head. and now i'm tearing. if this was my best, i'd like to go mad instead then. what went wrong? i am proud for the team for they all did the same. and as the best was not enough, i'm only looking for the next chance to pass by to heat up the hype-o-meter and be insane for a purpose. for a gold.
i've now learnt the meaning of hardcore. and it's only the beginning. it was not by chance, not by luck that we had gone this far for the race, but it was by determination, hardwork. we deserved the place in the finals. but i know, we could have done better.
i'm charred. i'm scarred. i'm burning. i'm tearing.
it's not the end. i'm not gonna fuck up again. we are not going to do that again.
comatized
posted by jonathan @ 8:41 PM
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