i'm hungry. are you?

i should be home right now

since saturday, bloody 345 in the morning i set myself on a voyage to the urban city, where pollution reigns the skys, and it's probably the only reason why i dont see any birds up there. bangkok. where the the angmohs are plenty and you've got to double check the gender of your date.

to keep it simple, i wasnt really looking forward to such and adventure. although most people, especially my female counterparts out there would beg to disagree. yeah the shopping and all. the cheap clothes and the mountains of shoes that would make emelda look like a shred of paper in a dictionary, but it isnt really my cup of tea when i'm going with a bunch of people i'd rather spend 5 mins sessions a time with. i mean, yeah, ive got to admit, i was excited when drey said she could go cause i might be able to spend the long weekend with her, and to add, i would feel a little more comfortable with my money, and that there would be cheery, non adulterated conversations to have. the people i go with are just too serious. =(. but that all deminished when her guardians disagreed at the last moment.

to add, ive been slugging it out down here with only so little spending money, i already feel guilty for everything. so those people who are recieving a little something from me u fucking better appreciate it, cause most of my funds into buying u guys stuff and i've only been able to collect 4 t-shirts and a pair of jeans. of which consists of only 30% of my budget. but then again, another reason why i should be home is that, i wouldnt have spent that kind of money in sg. why!? cause simply, i have enough nice clothes in the cupboard, and i dont need more. this is not retail therapy, its retail catastrophe. with all that money i spent here, i might as well use it to buy myself a bottle of beer and a nice 6 course dinner over there, and i'd still have some left for some arcade games later.

aside from that, emotionally, id rather have spent my labour day weekend with my friends. ive already had a holiday with my family in perth earlier this year. and most of the time in sg, i'm with them. i really think this is overkill. so to mark, aung, gerard, drey, db, viv, sher and whoever i always keep in contact, i really love you. gay shit.

fuck! i'm not gonna miss bangkok at all...
although, i did take some really cool pics.

posted by jonathan @ 2:10 AM