i'm hungry. are you?

crying shame

it's amazing how a mere 6 months have had such an impact on my pitiful soul. and it's only when i start losing everything, that i realize how much i use to have.

i wouldnt say that i've taken all for granted, more of i took everything too seriously that i tend to forget the very roots of where it came from.

it's the sort of thing whereby the more seriously you put yourself into, the harder the hurt to feel when i lose it. and only until now i realize how painful it feels.

but my fellow viewers do not be deceived, yes maybe i am talking about drey, but it's not totally about this wonderful person.

i would consider this period of my life as a very shady and even so one of the darkest points in my life because i depended so much on things such as my grades, family, friends, dragonboat and drey so much that now they are slowly fading away, i don't really have much of a direction to head onto.

but i hope for support
because i know i cant do this alone.

drey, you were, and still is the most wonderful person i've known. i wish you well. i wish you were here.

posted by jonathan @ 10:40 PM