i'm hungry. are you?

i'm not making any deals

despite my plight to stay determined to post something happy.

i feel this strong urge to say that there's so much empty promises.

i've tried my best in school to get myself graduating with a decent GPA.
i've excelled in my CCA in school which has opened so many doors for me.
and inspite of my determination to get the things i want,
i'm so sad to say that sometimes, mom, you don't really care. i doubt you even know my graduating GPA. i doubt you know what i've won. i doubt you know where i stand.

and if my mom can't even see where i am, or what i can become.
i'm so sick and tired of trying so hard to come home to boast about things to you. only to know that you only forget it the next day. throw my 2nd places aside.

and the worse part. you'd say you'd do so many things. but yet i dont see anything developing. so much for hitting back at me that if i work hard for something, i will get it.

posted by jonathan @ 11:38 PM