i'm hungry. are you?

sit on a train, reading a book, same old planet wherever i look

it's a thursday night where normally i would have spent my time pool rowing and enjoying a good night out with the supermens from db. yeah well i was 5 mins away from pursuing the company i've enjoyed for almost a year + in ngee ann. u see, i really wanted row. i really did! i did go for training, dont get me wrong. i ran the campus with the freshies. i did push ups. but just as i finished with statics, my oh so dying body cried out. i needed to stop. why u might ask. well as tipsy and in pain my head was, i dragged my body, tried to keep my chin up and proceeded to the toilet with my instant ear themometer which i have not used in nearly 2 years. i placed it into the orifice beside my head where few dare to venture. with as much strength i had left on my right hand. i pressed the button that will tell me whether i was going to continue with the wonder journey that i've yet to finish on this special thursday evening. fuck. 39.9degrees. i was heading for a cerebrial break down. so then i headed out. to find ah huat pushing me to go home instead of the normal scolding where my arms are bending during rowing.

i called home hoping that porridge would still be to avail. hoping that a little company at home will get rid of this pain that is grasping on my head. yet again. none was present, to my surprise. mommy has gone to watch a movie with dillon, which was extremely out of the blue cause ive not heard of mom going to the movies in almost 3 years. so to avoid ruining her night out, i forgone the plan of dailing her mobile, rather to drag myself home again.

i want to get better. i want to row =(. help me please!

would you be interested?

posted by jonathan @ 10:09 PM