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Sing For Absolution

i cannot fathom why ive got so many thoughts running through this head of mine, and yet cant focus on just one thought to blog out. its crazy. ive typed an entire entry 3 bloody times and yet managed to delete them all. just because i'm not satisfied.

i realize ive been a total whore lately. no, not that ive been screwing ard. but i cant find another word that can describe the sort of person i was this week. ive been pissed at the littlest of things. from stepping on a plastic sheet accidentally at school which no one would have noticed, to just going balistic at the fact i have to ask the same question twice at charissa and still not given a reply. something has terribly gone wrong with me. but there are somethings that really pushed me to the limit. and i shant go into that, cause i should really try to express happy thoughts. happy juice?

anyway, besides the scary running the team was doing yesterday for training that almost made me pass out, another highlight, probably has to be zouking with miss yoong and her secondary school friends. geraldine, tabitha and ramesh. great bunch of people. a first time for all of them except me and miss isabel yoong herself. but i have to comment on the futality of going down to zouk so early at night on a thursday. it's almost like a different world from wednesday nights. the place is almsot guy infested and the music was such a bitch. its only during the last, maybe 3 hours, of the extravaganza that the music started to improve and the crowd started to be jolly good. nevertheless, i hope they enjoyed themselves.

i'm scrapping the idea of getting a bike license, due to the fact that jason aint gonna get it with me anymore, and there have been a reasonable amount of deaths on the road to make me jump and wonder how the world might react to my extinction. they're probably jump for joy. hence, i shall be a slut and live on to irritate the fuck out of everyone. so then, it's back to driving a BMW M5 in the very very very near future. how abhorrent.

27 more days to world cup baby. get ready for the melt down!

dnd is tomorrow! and i'm not exactly excited. but what the heck. i enjoy scc's company! but its gona be quite sad i might not be able to adhere with them long enough for the after party... but for glory, i go! for npdb!

the subtleties. those that i want to scream out loud.

posted by jonathan @ 12:56 AM