i'm hungry. are you?

time to kill, kill to eat

and yet again it's raining like mad, and ive got no other plans but to go to the gym later on to meet hafiz. thursday is fitness test, and i'm not sure how well ill fair. this is horrid. oh well.

so anyway, about sean paul, who i'm so into right now, i think this jamaican english style kinda of thing is damn cool! haha. its like for one, i cant immitate it, and 2, he pulls it off so well- SEAN-A-PAUL, BREAKING IT DOWN!

i'm hoping that ill get that scholarship from school! though maybe i did not do as extraordinarily well as my 1st sem, i just hope theyll look into my case and interview me, see that i may be desperate. it seems with this scholarship, everything would turn out better. like, i might be able to ask for an allowance raise, my mom will have 1 less burden to care about, ill get an extra 50 bucks for every A grade i get, i dont have to worry about monay anymore, and more than ever, i can tell my dad off - i dont need his monay to keep me in school. though some things that may prevent me from getting this scholarship, my mom's income which is abt 3000 odd. my grades, which is like a B+ average. i just hope i can get to see the facilitator so i can beg and put up a show to see how much a "deserve" this scholarship. hopefully he/she doesnt send me a mail with a picture of the third finger up to me. or worse, a package where a mould of the third finger pops up when i open it.

i'm short of cash once again, and i havent paid for dnd, i'm so screwed. crapppppppppppppppppp. i wonder if i could sell my underwear for cash? maybe my cut toe nails?

i'm gonna start posting pictures.. i think thats the only way i can feel happy without talking.. hahaha

i think today's gonna be a good day! later fools!

posted by jonathan @ 12:03 PM