i'm hungry. are you?

careful now, i'll kill for free

the bird cage is free from supervisors, and all that's left is us 4 attachment students with nothing better to do but to slouch on our seats and laugh at nonsensical unintented actions that we make.

i'm feeling down. yes. as i read from my past few entries, and put the past 2 weeks under a microscope, i'm not appreciating what i have, rather because, what i have is a 2 baht coin + 5cents sg that's in my coin pouch. if money makes me happy, id rather kill myself. rather, i'm still saddened that i'm being driven to edge, and i'm not being used with care. not that a really need care, but some appreciation could be endorsed.

not like i don't do anything about it. i mean, i do my part, with heart, with style, with all my bloody effort, but all i get is a hand demanding on the deadline. i dont exactly expect anything back in return, because i compromise my morals. i dont say anything, because i have a heart of stone. but because of the damn heat that has been circulating around singapore, i find my heart subliming and i'm beginning to question my worth. my worth to everyone.. i mean EVERYONE.

but whether or not you care, or not, it does not matter, cause no one really reads this trash (as you can see from the population of posts in the tagboard), unless you're a stalker or just a technorati freak. the fact of the matter is, i still have a heart, and i deserve some sympathy from even 1/100 of the people i've given my time to, because i'm only fucking human, i have emotions, and like i said, i have a heart.

thank you blogger. for letting me rant. i love you.

now that's an example.

posted by jonathan @ 2:23 PM