i'm hungry. are you?

Nature's first green is gold,

Her hardest hue to hold.

Her early leaf's a flower;

But only so an hour.

Then leaf subsides to leaf.

So Eden sank to grief,

So dawn goes down to day.

Nothing gold can stay.

i do believe it is my fault. to feel insecure in everyway.

but like what marg said 'sometimes you've got to look back from afar at an art to get the bigger beautiful picture'

and boy did it look great. but after all that had happened, do i not have any reason not to be? i guess it got the better of me.

i'm so angry and sad. are my questions unrealistic?

why do you say i love you in the morning and reassure me, to only go out alone with the guy who in a period you have been going out with 4-5days in a row.

why do you say i love you in the morning, only to break up with me in the end.

why do you say i love you in the morning, only to drive me away while your friends feel uncomfortable.

is this what love is suppose to be? can anyone tell me whether this is love or just messing around? IS IT?

compromise? i compromise so much that i'm at my lowest. and i still won't stop giving. but is that enough? is it enough for you to compromise a little time to reassure me? even if it takes a lifetime? cause i know i'll still give up a lifetime to please you. but it'll still be not enough. sometimes actions really do speak louder than words.

whatever it is, i know i'm wrong, i know i'll not be right from now on. i accept the blame totally. seriously.

so go. runaway from me like you have. because i'll never be your no.1 ever again, and by your standards, i can never give you enough. enough space. enough peace.

someone told me, anything you dont have to work hard for, isnt worth keeping. there's nothing in this world worth keeping if you don't work hard for. just that maybe somethings need time, alot of time. and i'm willing to work something out, but ill never get that chance, cause i'm shut out now.

i still love you. but it'll never be enough to have you back.

let the hurt begin. oh wait, it began 2 weeks ago.