Wednesday, November 28, 2007

somethign is terribly wrong

i cant sleep, again... it's 5.07am

i have class at 8am

my day probably wont stop till 11pm

crap

ramblings

it is a very distasteful sensation to see that i'm gonna be graduating from ngee ann in about 3 months time.

and that this year has definitely been a hallmark in my life. 2007. from the beginning to the end. i dont feel like there was ever one month or one week which i actually feel unfulfilling or rather, boring (tonight's an exception though).
so here's a list of events that happened that i feel a need to put into typings, and elaborate when i do have the energy and time:
1) Meeting Audrey
2) Poaching Mark into NPDB
3) My birthday celebration
4) Trainings
5) Getting robbed 80 bucks for late dvd rentals
6) Ward 12
7) National Championships
8) Brotherhood
9) Christopher Jung Xu
10) Committee meetings
11) "Respect is vice-versa"
12) Zoukings!
13) Laptop Crashing
14) New boats
15) Beer with the principal
16) Cambodia casuality
.
.
.

i think there's more, but my tummy is rumbling...
and i should get some sleep.

Friday, November 23, 2007

i hope you don't get me wrong

i've got nothing to hide.

i wonder if you do?

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

So unimpressed, but so in awe

don't be messing with me
i'll become angry

that's my angry face

Monday, November 19, 2007

deprived

Darling leave a light on for me
Ill be there before you close the door
To give you all the love that you need
Darling leave a light on for me
cause when the world takes me away
You are still the air that I breathe
as agreed with most of my peers...
we fucking need to mambo!!!!!!

Sunday, November 18, 2007

going once, twice, sold

oh i don't know, i dont know, where to begin
cause we're north american!
the past we inherit,
the future we create.

Monday, November 12, 2007

desuba dna desu

since when did being nice,
become painful?

Sunday, November 11, 2007

mint factory

Am I alive or thoughts that drift away?
Does summer come for everyone?
Can humans do as prophets say?
And if I die before I learn to speak
Can money pay for all the days I lived awake
But half asleep?
-
and now a week has past after a great weekend. a weekend i would not forget. but just as expected, after all that celebration or mourning(that fortunately was not to be), life still has to go on, and i would have get my feet back on the ground. and besides all that joy and winning, i still have to get over my horrid situations, and so i have.
change the channel from yesterday
yesterday wasnt so great

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

R7

the praying
the stress
the submerge
the medals and trophiescan never be compared to the joy
of having done all of it
with you.
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Special thank yous for all those who came down to see the race on the 3rd and 4th, well appreciatted. i'm so sorry i couldnt be there all the time with you to show what dragon boating is all about, but i'm sure we did put up a good show for you.

Aaron, Iylia, Eileen, Gerard, Shui Xian, Mom, Dillon.

I hope you all had a blast. =)



Thursday, November 01, 2007

purpose

A great part of courage is the courage of having done the thing before. Ralph Waldo Emerson
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i don't want to be here.
i want to die.