somethign is terribly wrong
i cant sleep, again... it's 5.07am
i have class at 8am
my day probably wont stop till 11pm
crap
ramblings
it is a very distasteful sensation to see that i'm gonna be graduating from ngee ann in about 3 months time.
and that this year has definitely been a hallmark in my life. 2007. from the beginning to the end. i dont feel like there was ever one month or one week which i actually feel unfulfilling or rather, boring (tonight's an exception though).
so here's a list of events that happened that i feel a need to put into typings, and elaborate when i do have the energy and time:
1) Meeting Audrey
2) Poaching Mark into NPDB
3) My birthday celebration
4) Trainings
5) Getting robbed 80 bucks for late dvd rentals
6) Ward 12
7) National Championships
8) Brotherhood
9) Christopher Jung Xu
10) Committee meetings
11) "Respect is vice-versa"
12) Zoukings!
13) Laptop Crashing
14) New boats
15) Beer with the principal
16) Cambodia casuality
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i think there's more, but my tummy is rumbling...
and i should get some sleep.
i hope you don't get me wrong
i've got nothing to hide.
i wonder if you do?
So unimpressed, but so in awe
don't be messing with me
i'll become angry
that's my angry face
deprived
Darling leave a light on for me
Ill be there before you close the door
To give you all the love that you need
Darling leave a light on for me
cause when the world takes me away
You are still the air that I breathe
as agreed with most of my peers...
we fucking need to mambo!!!!!!
going once, twice, sold
oh i don't know, i dont know, where to begin
cause we're north american!
the past we inherit,
the future we create.
desuba dna desu
since when did being nice,
become painful?
mint factory
Am I alive or thoughts that drift away?
Does summer come for everyone?
Can humans do as prophets say?
And if I die before I learn to speak
Can money pay for all the days I lived awake
But half asleep?
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and now a week has past after a great weekend. a weekend i would not forget. but just as expected, after all that celebration or mourning(that fortunately was not to be), life still has to go on, and i would have get my feet back on the ground. and besides all that joy and winning, i still have to get over my horrid situations, and so i have.
change the channel from yesterday
yesterday wasnt so great
R7
of having done all of it
with you.
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Special thank yous for all those who came down to see the race on the 3rd and 4th, well appreciatted. i'm so sorry i couldnt be there all the time with you to show what dragon boating is all about, but i'm sure we did put up a good show for you.
Aaron, Iylia, Eileen, Gerard, Shui Xian, Mom, Dillon.
I hope you all had a blast. =)
purpose
A great part of courage is the courage of having done the thing before. Ralph Waldo Emerson
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i don't want to be here.
i want to die.