1337say i put myself in a position. a position where i face a problem. a problem that causes oneself to feel at his/her worse. a problem which is solvable, if not for pride. if not for dignity. if not for that 2nd chance that was wasted.
i put up my finger and say fuck you.
take care
w31for sure, there is something different about today. i skipped work to spend the day resting to recouperate from my hectic schedules that dont stop till the wee hours and start ard 9nish in the morning. quite busy i must say, if i'm working and training like mad at the same time.
well, maybe it was the hardhitting rain which set the tone. or maybe it was last night where me and the bunch of
infadels decided to head on down to MoS for some good times. the main attraction was the 1-4-1s that was going down. so it was good value, and i was feeling really rich. so i kinda got knocked hard. not hard enough to be like those on the side walks, puking their hearts out. thankfully. the crowd was depressing though, with a majority of them being armed with a dick and a ball or 2 to go along with it. sausage fest. but nevetheless, mark and i did have a time getting those moves on and people watching. haha
or maybe yesterday was kevin's and yilong's bday, which i conveniently left before it was done for MoS. i feel pretty bad. i'm sorry guys. but here's a pick with me and being a fool. with kevin and yilong
other than that, the team had a blast tearing everyone's underwear, and i could see we're getting along pretty fine though so many people left the team. not that i feel it's ok or whatever. i am still sad that they are gone, and the team could have been stronger. but i guess time changes things and well, people have to go on. i respect that. but i welcome them back anyday if they feel they are commited enough! i love the guys.
so besides that, today, i get back my results, which was surprisingly not as bad as i thought. just htat instru took shit out of me. and ong li hui is a bitch to add. i scored a B for ABC which means, i actually did quite well for my exam when i thought i should have failed. but it's not enough, next sem is gonna be packed i feel. it's gonna be hardcore. i'm still up to be more focus i guess. i hope it stays that way.
lastly, had lunch with mr gerard chen after a hell of a long time. it was nice finally getting to catch up with each other and well, we're all still changing with times. but hey, we still got each other's back. there's this 25 bucks issue though.. hmmm.
here's a dumbass pic of me after the dragonboat dnd.
always
threadsso it has been really long since ive posted. but please, its not like i did not want to. it's because of blogspot being a pain in the ass and being so slow to load up that i gave up trying and proceeded to let the emotions to just drown me. hence, it has been a rather shitty month i might gather.
there was alot of things happening, and happened at the same time that it was almost so hard to sollow. and well, i dont find myself as happy as i was, maybe 3 months ago? it's so comical the way how sometimes life can turn around so little, but impact such a heavy blow to everything else in the future.
but i do thank God that ive got some really great people who do stand by me and keep me where i am. where i can just forget the horrid moments and look forward to the better.
training's 5 times a week now consisting of 3 in kallang. and on sat, me and a few of us seniors managed to clock 9 hrs at the rubbish filled, carcass multiplying and oil seeping rivers. in that span, we managed to run twice, row once, tan again, and do warm ups/downs 4 times. i ought to be dead. but it's amazing that the only thing that's hindering my welfare is just the common cold which i owe to my sinus problems which have haunted me and brother ever since we spent into this dying world.
other than that, ive been working alot too. almost everytime i can. and i realize i have 400-500 bucks of debts to pay off.... fuck
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